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In my dancing shoes again! Tap TWO three four!   3 comments

I happened to visit a blog which had a video posted,  It was a blog on various latin dance forms.

A couple had uploaded heir performance. It was simple, not too complicated , just looked like they were having a good time ,with not a worry in this world.

This got me thinking, Why am i not doing what i like? After i got married , my priorities changed.  I had 10 other things to fuss over and worry about. I had a bare house to furnish , i had a new family to call my own and a husband to take care of.

Anyway I told my self if there was anyone to blame it would only be me.

So I joined a month’s workshop at a considerably famous dance School. I was among the beginners , the first few classes almost made me quit because the people around me were kids right from the age of 7 to 17. I felt Old.    I was in a phase where my level of dancing was way more than a beginner and at the same time i could not call my self a part of the advanced group.

I decided to fight the temptation of giving up. I realized I liked what i was doing.

The more i danced the more i realized that i belonged there, i felt alive , i wanted to learn more, i wanted to do well i wanted to get better and in the end of-course dance my heart out.

I made new friends, started helping out if they were weak at a certain dance move. We finally made a group of our own.

It had almost been three weeks  when i got a call, i was told i had been selected for the advanced batch .

I agreed and told them that i would be there on time.  I was thrilled, The new choreography was at a whole new level and i was among some of the best dancers in the school.

My routine was fixed, i would workout during the week and go for practice during weekends.

A months hardwork paid off on the 20th of May 2012,  when we danced on stage with fancy costumes and loud makeup.

I wouldnt call this the beginning, cause now i tell my self. Last year was a new phase of life. I was only on a break!

Conclusion : Happy feet again.

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Posted June 4, 2012 by spazzedmylife in Journals

Hello world! Here’s my first post   8 comments

Here you go, My first ever post.

After a long weekend of a break, i am back at work . took some time out since i am over stressed with life in general.

The long weekend wasnt really a break . I had a lot of people (mostly family) come over for the vastu shanti that happened at my place.

It wasn’t a very big event but we had invited almost over 25 guests . I truly enjoyed organizing and managing all the food and accommodation as this was an event in my home , at my place  and i was practically in charge of every little thing that happened.

Vastu shanti is a puja that is done to do away all the negativity and bad vibes that surround the house. Vastu purush is a devil that we worship and request him not to bring any kind of trouble and unrest in the family or to the house.

He has finally been Pleased, which is what my parents think and now all will be good.

I dont know if i believe in it , but for me its an exaggerated  way of making a decision and promising to oneself  that “i shall take care of my house and my family and protect it from all the bad things that could come our way ”

Conclusion. At peace now.

Posted March 13, 2012 by spazzedmylife in Journals